EASTER WEEK. The lectionary says that George is transferred to
28th. I transfer the tallest branches of my bamboo to a dark, empty
bed to make a wigwam for the sweet peas. The birds sing their heads
off, and ponies fly about the hill meadow opposite with streaming
tails. It is mild and damp, with bursts of sunshine. Perfect
growing weather.
Needing to think of happiness, I think of Thomas Traherne. I
find his Centuries, the copy that once belonged to my
first poet-friend, James Turner. There is a snapshot inside of him
reading it. He has come out of hospital, and is in a deckchair, the
green volume in his hands. I find the page.
"When I came into the country, and being seated among silent
trees and woods and hills, had all my time in mine own hands, I
resolved to spend it all, whatever it cost me, in the search of
Happiness, and to satiate the burning thirst which Nature had
enkindled in me from my youth.
"In which I was so resolute that I chose rather to live upon ten
pounds a year, and to go in leather clothes and to feed upon bread
and water, so that I might have all my time clearly to myself. . .
So that through His blessing I live a free and a kingly life, as if
the world were turned again into Eden. . ."
I am in gardening clothes which are too dreadful to describe
here, but Bottengoms Farm is certainly Eden, and loud with
birdsong. I sow the sweet-pea seeds, and draw a rake over them.
Then it rains like an Amen. Then a second wigwam for the runner
beans. Then idling walkers and ecstatic dogs. Then the white cat up
an ash tree. Then indoors for some music. Then more Traherne - this
time, his appreciation of nature.
"Sublime and perfect: it includes all Humanity and Divinity
together. God, Angels, Men, Affections, Habits, Actions, Virtues .
. . corporeal things, as Heaven, Earth, Air, Water, Fire, the Sun
and Stars, Trees, Herbs, Flowers, Influences . . . the natures of
His territories, works, and . . . clearing and preparing the eye of
the enjoyer."
I have always loved that "clearing and preparing the eye of the
enjoyer". Then everything rushes ahead to Mark the Evangelist.
Including, of course, the weeds. Never such sumptuous buttercups,
such yellowing of the meadows. Such golden (rape) fields. The
neighbours' bees arrive. Tom flies overhead, his little plane
banking, vanishing, pleased to have an outing.
Then one of those village funerals in which the dead neighbour
should have been at the party with us. We talk and drink by the
river. It goes its way under the budding willows. Swans pass in
majesty. A photograph album is passed round, and there is our
missing friend, talking in a garden like this, casting shadows,
grinning, staring back at us with the eye of the enjoyer. The bell
that tolled for him did so with a small thud, its clapper in a
leather bag.
I read St Paul's statement on love, the one that meant
everything to Traherne. The poet Anne Ridler called it a
masterpiece written by a master of the Affirmative Way. It came to
light many years after it was written, in a . . . bonfire! He
addressed it to a neighbour called Susanna Hopton. Like bulbs and
seeds, it was destined to lie in the darkness before it could
flower.
Traherne said: "We never enjoy ourselves but when we are the joy
of others. . . Thus we see the seeds of Eternity sparkling in our
natures." Susanna said that he was a man of cheerful and spritely
temper.
He died by the Thames, aged 37, an appreciator of the earth.